Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Questions and Awkwardness


What kind of questions do people ask when they find out you’re a writer? The first is obvious; what’s your story about? Hopefully most of us have an answer to that one, although I must admit, I still have trouble with the fly-by pitch. After that initial question, others follow, and what you get depends mainly on the person. This includes everything from the where did you get your idea questions to the who should play your characters in a movie.

For some of us, the answers roll off our tongue like a perfectly written script; honest, brief, but yet intriguing enough to entice people to read the book for themselves. For others (me) this is harder. I just had a story to tell.  I wrote it. It’s been published. Not very appealing or original, I know. That’s just who I am. That’s my comfort level. My secret hope is that people will read my book, love it, tell others about it, and the chain goes on. I won’t have to do any public speaking, no matter how small the group, and still my book will get read.

I hear all your snickers. I know, I know. I better just get over myself and realize it’s a mixed bag. You can’t have one without the other.  

Monday, May 13, 2013

No More


Good morning everyone. I hope everyone had a wonderful mother’s day weekend. On that light note, here is my Monday short: No More.

 
The razor slid across my wrist and I close my eyes and wait.

There is nothing; not pain, not screams. Soon I will be nothing, too. The nothingness my life has become will be an actuality. No more never quite getting it or people never quite getting me. No more worrying, and no more fear. No more.

I sigh. No more Joe, either. This will be hard on him. He looks up to me in a lot of ways, for what I have no idea, but I kind of like that he does. No more walks through the park on my way to school, no more taking black and whites on my grandfather’s old Pentax. No more greasy cheeseburgers from Gibbers. No more chances, no more hopes that something will get better.

I open my eyes and look at the blood streaming down my hand. Quickly I press my other hand over it to stop the flow. No more.  

 

 

Friday, May 10, 2013

Celebrating the Small Stuff with a Review

Today I’m doing a celebrating the small stuff with the review of the book The Backworlds by M. Pax. Doing reviews is relatively new for me, so please bear with me.

I realize this has been out for a while, but as I mentioned before, I haven’t been reading the books of people I follow/who follow me. This is actually the first book in a series, and I don’t like to read later books until I’ve read the first. That being said, here is my review:

The Backworlds begins with Craze, a Verkinn from Siegna. From the first sentence, “Craze never imagined his pa would turn on him,” Pax creates a strong story with an even stronger voice.  Probably my favorite aspect, besides the fact that everything explodes in Craze’s face again and again, is that there is no backstory. Pax is a master of weaving it in as you read, which is some feat when you consider the varied universe she’s created. Her attention to detail without overwriting is amazing. I loved the species she introduced, all unique and fantastical, but with enough realism that they actually felt real. And of course I loved Craze. He’s a brilliant schemer who’s both likeable and flawed. Sometimes I think I like him more because of his flaws.

Review at a glance: Well written, fast paced space opera with realistic characters you'll find yourself routing for.    Four stars ****

 

You will find this book at: Paperback ($7.95): Amazon / AmazonUK / AmazonDE /AmazonFR / AmazonIT/ AmazonES

 

Ebook (FREE): Amazon / AmazonUK / Smashwords /


 Diesel /  Kobo / Sony /



Also Available at Blio  (the link always breaks, so I’m just linking to their homepage)

 M.Pax’s website:  http://mpaxauthor.com/
Goodreads: http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/13597642-the-backworlds


**Also, please check out :

Fran Clark from Writing Woman’s Fiction featured an author spotlight on me today. Thanks so much Fran! (waves hi)

The links for the tour for today are as follows:

May 10th
A Backward’s Story – Review & Interview Guest Post or Tens List
Indie Author How-to – Interview Guest Post or Tens List
3PsinaPod – Spotlight

Have a great weekend everyone!

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Practice VS. Real life


I am a runner. Not like some people are runners, but more than I used to be. I train 2-4 times a week and try to run a local 5-8k at least once a month. In the winter that’s hard, though. I live near Buffalo, NY, so I hope that paints enough of a picture.

So I switched to a treadmill for the winter. I thought it was enough, but when the sun broke through the clouds and the pavement began to show through the snow, I moved back outside. I couldn’t believe how different it was. It was like I’d taken the whole winter off.

The same feels true of my writing. Until May, it was like I was practicing. I let people read my work and got it critiqued, and beta “ed”, and my editor had his arms and legs and feet in there, but nothing prepared me for getting it reviewed. The practice was over. This was real.

With wobbly legs and arms shielding my face, I released my baby into the world and hoped and prayed people would take good care of it, and so far they have. I’ve gotten the expected critiques on my grammar. I knew this was coming; I tend to sacrifice the English language for voice. Other than that, I couldn’t be happier.

Practice is good; but if all you do is practice, you never get to see the sun.

Monday, May 6, 2013

Leaves


Good morning. I hope all of you had a relaxing weekend. This is a Monday, so as promised; this week will start with a super short story.
Take care -mel



Leaves

 
My thumb grazes along the edge of a saw-tooth leaf, as I try to decide if it’s something I can eat without killing myself. I can’t remember; it’s been years.

A twig snaps behind me.

I freeze.

A cat, big one, saunters past.  It moves along the ground, like me; only I doubt he realizes he’s being hunted. I lean back on my heals as it makes its way towards my snare.

Closer, closer, I whisper, feeling the saliva fill my mouth. It has been a long time since I’ve had meat.

There is another snap followed by a shudder as the snare takes hold and he tries to wrestle himself free.

I drop the leaf and make my way to his side. He’s caught by his left forepaw. His other takes a swipe at me.

It isn’t his wild eyes that I see, although it should be. It’s his right paw, and the scar that’s there. I lift my own right hand, or what’s left of it. It took me five years to whittle enough away to be able to slip through their snare.

I meet the cat’s eyes. He would do that as well; he would do whatever it took to be free.

With my maimed hand I reach around and release his paw.  He takes off without looking back.

May your road be easier than mine, I whisper.

I glance around me. “Leaves it is.”


Check out these reviews of The Newstead Project:

May 6th
Reading Away the Days – Interview Guest Post or Tens List
Laurie’s Thoughts and Reviews – Review
Sher A Hart: Writing Art – Review
From the Bootheel Cotton Patch -Spotlight

 

Friday, May 3, 2013

Reflections of A to Z 2013



This is my third consecutive year of participating in Arlee’s brainchild; the infamous A to Z. But this is the first year I’ve really gotten into it. Not the posting part; the visiting part. So, needless to say, this was the first year I really got IT.

And what do I mean by IT?

I got to meet all of you.
I saw some amazing handmade maps, read about an awesome pregnant woman who runs miles every day, praising God the entire time; I read stories that kept me coming back every day, begging for more; I leaned 26 new ology words and words I cannot pronounce. I learned that it was cool to grow up in the 80’s. I saw a man get hundreds of comments on his own blog, but still manage to come to mine to encourage me. I learned that Greek Myth is both fascinating and depressing. I saw beautiful pictures from people’s backyards and from their trips around the world. I was introduced to books, lovely, amazing books, and received generous tips on how to market my own.  I met an incredible woman, counting down to retirement, listing off all she wants to accomplish when she gets there; but from reading her blog she seems to already be doing most of it. Amazing. Each and every one of you.

You took the time to come back to my site, read my stories, and encourage me.  Thank you. And a special thank you to Matt MacNish for including me as one of his minions.
I know Arlee and all the co-hosts of A to Z have promised to read each and every one of these posts, so I want to take this opportunity to say thank you. Thank you for coming up with this crazy way to bring us all together. You’re doing a great job. Don’t change a thing
 

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Today is THE DAY


This is it. Today is the day my first book, thirty-three long months in the making, comes out.
In true Oscar acceptance style, I want to thank God first. He took this wife/mother/nurse and turned her into a writer with me kicking and screaming most of the way.  Finally I gave in, asking only that if He was going to do this, that He do it with me. And He has.  Secondly and thirdly are my husband and kids. God did a work in them, too, making them able to put up with me.  And my mom, too, who put up with reading revision after revision, always like it was the first time.
Lastly I want to thank all of you. Through your blogs you’ve taught me so much, and through your words you’ve encouraged me to go on.

Even if not one person reads this book, I know I’ve done it. I’ve obeyed. Now I get to sit back and see what God does with it.
Thank you to M. Pax, Ink in the Book, Rachel Morgan, Elise Fallson, and Alex Cavanaugh for your kind offerings to promote this on your blogs.

I’ve never claimed to be an expert at any of this, so when Kathy at I am a reader, not a writer, came to my attention, I begged her to help and she kindly agreed. Today, she set up a book blast for me, and tomorrow begins the tour, mainly reviews. My hope is attraction, not necessary promotion. I hope people will read my book, love it, and tell others about it. That is my hope.

Below I’ve posted the tour schedule if any of you want to check out any of the reviews.  I will be back on Friday for A to Z in review. Until then, have a great couple of days!

-Mel

May 3rd
I Am A Reader, Not A Writer – Interview
Spellbindings – Review
Sarah Aisling – Review
Word to Dreams – Review

May 6th
Reading Away the Days – Interview Guest Post or Tens List
Laurie’s Thoughts and Reviews – Review
Sher A Hart: Writing Art – Review
From the Bootheel Cotton Patch -Spotlight

May 7th
She’s Got Books on Her Mind – Review
StoreyBook Reviews – Review
Blkosiner’s Book Blog – Interview Guest Post or Tens List

May 8th
Sarah Ballance - Interview Guest Post or Tens List
Mariela O. Blogs – Review
Sweeping Me – Spotlight

May 9th
The Book Barista – Review & Interview Guest Post or Tens List
Reviews From Here – Review
Books, DIY`s and Randomness – Spotlight

May 10th
A Backward’s Story – Review & Interview Guest Post or Tens List
Indie Author How-to – Interview Guest Post or Tens List
3PsinaPod – Spotlight

May 13th
Immerse in A World of Fiction – Review
Oh, The Books You’ll Read! – Review
Paperback Princess – Interview Guest Post or Tens List

May 14th
Read-A-holicZ – Review
Books and Needlepoint – Review
Peace From Pieces – Interview Guest Post or Tens List

May 15th
Infected Loser – Review
Mythical Books – Review
Good Choice Reading - Interview Guest Post or Tens List

May 16th
Lay Off the Books – Review
Wintry Words- Excerpt
A Blog Hop Place for Books – Spotlight

May 17th
Ohana Day Academy – Review
Emi Gayle – Spotlight
Books Beside My Bed – Excerpt